Dreams

Fragile dreams ,I cease to fulfill, 
My fear overpowers its existence ..
Everyday I put myself on drill ..
but only to find myself helpless ..
What will they say ,if I fail ?
Won't they judge me and spoil my name ?
Such questions profane my intentions..
Leaving behind my dreams,I start by ongoing traditions..
My thoughts  diluviate inside my brain..
What living good life consists of ?
Money,People ,Love ,everything ,I have ..
then why this restlessness ?
Seems like I'm Living this life for a borrowed dime ..
Being Free with thoughts and deeds seems to be a crime..
In this so big world , I'm surrounded with walls,
Walls.. you break one ,
only to find million .. 
Funny it is when they say "Its my life"..
Smoldering every dream and its possibility just to survive ..
Yes , one day I will break free ..
I will bathe in rays and will shine like a diamond ..

~Shubh