And You Can Trust Me !

Stop talking to me about trust , and please do not let me know that you are good and how you have been good to many . I am still weak , I often need someone to pamper me ,I often act like a child to get back in that phase called childhood.
I still feel bad when I don't get something like i used to feel when I was kid . But then , there were many to tell me that they will get me a better toy ,a better cycle  which they sometimes never did but assurance was a big relief .
It is ok to fall at times ,I dont mind it . But when i was kid , whenever I used to fell down , my daddy used to laugh aloud to fill in me the confidence , his smile was bigger than my wounds . But now whenever I fall , people laugh at me but not with the same intention . .
You judge me , keep me on test every now and then . I smile often between you all but i do not remember when was the last time i had a great laugh with you .
So you call yourself my friend . Tell me my friend , where were you when I was in pieces. I guess you were the one telling me that I often fall apart . When I was in need of constant support . I nowhere saw anybody .
So i request , talk to me , meet me often , smile with me , eat with me  but do not tell me what you are worth for from your own damn mouth ! Period .
By Shubh